The day after the end

Today I was able to keep extremely busy. Thankfully. I cried before going to sleep, but surprised myself by not crying for long, because ultimately I know its the best decision.

My daughter had a celebration on through the church, we went to lunch with my dad, and later I met up with my girlfriend R to see a musical. I still had teary moments throughout the day though, when no one was looking...

And I told my girlfriend about B. I started by saying to her that "last night I ended a 2 month affair with that guy from the show". She actually was a lot calmer than I imagined. Because Id told her as we were actually saying goodbye to each other, I only got to briefly fill her in, but gee it felt great.