Contact!

I have amazed myself by holding out all day, and not messaging B. I almost gave in to sending a text saying something like "Are we good?" or "How was your day?". Then 3 o'clock rolled by (he goes home around that time, or a bit later), and I figured that it was too risky to send anything...

Just before 4pm he sent me a text saying he has practice tonight (for his band). I have 3 of my kids tonight, and couldn't leave for that hour this time, so I sent a reply saying to let me know if he finishes early and can drop by. "No worries" he replied.

Either way, Im happy.

Stupid freakin' emotions. Stupid ridiculous smile that is now plastered on my face!