Driving

Went out this afternoon to visit family, and needed to stop by the petrol station and fill up first... As I drove past a street that I would normally turn up that leads in the general direction of where B lives, I saw his family car, and his wife at the wheel, waiting to turn in to the street I was driving on, and passed her.

I'm feeling a bit sad about everything, a tad melancholy, a tad resigned to the fact I know that things are just gonna go 'round in a vicious cycle. I wont hear from B for a few weeks now. Then he'll contact me, and he'll either come by or Ill meet him out, and we'll spend time together, and then he'll feel guilty again, and again I wont hear from him for a while.

Sigh.