28 days

and still nothing.

I haven't even sent ''hey'' off in a text to him.

Very proud of myself.

And pissed off he hasn't contacted me in those 4 weeks. Sure, he's been away from his 'night' job, but thats no excuse. And the longer he goes without contacting me, the better he'll probably feel he's 'doing the right' thing on the home front. He may also wonder now if by contacting me he will receive some kind of biting, scathing remark in response. Ive thought of something catty, dont worry...

But I'm definitely sad. And tomorrow night, even though realistically I know I probably wont hear from B, come Sunday morning, I'll no doubt of shed a tear or two because I haven't heard from him. :(