:*(

I messaged him Friday night while I was out at a Christmas party. Told him that that artist had sent me a friend request... It's Sunday night, and the bugger didnt reply. Payback?

I had a little cry today. I'm missing him so badly. And yes, Im missing sex. Actually, to be honest I just want to fuck. But if it were a matter of 'just sex' I could make that happen with some random dude.

I went to the local pub this evening; didn't see B there though. I also have some guy who starting in-boxing me, and friended me, because we have a mutual friend, and now he wont leave me alone, even though we haven't actually met. He's called a few times, as well as texted. Its actually put me off a little.

Then there's my friend that I've known for a while, also a B (but cant remember what I've referred to him as on here). He - without doubt - contacts me every 2 weeks or so. Sometimes more, sometimes less. He called yesterday, left a message about doing something this arvo, so I called him back last night, and we had a quick chat, and then he said he'd buzz me in the morning (today) to see where things were at. He didn't call til 2.30. Said his phone was flat, and he'd gone out with his daughters so hadn't had a chance to call. I said Id waited for his call, but ended up making other arrangements. And thus, why I went to our local pub. A guy from the gym goes for a drink every Sunday arvo, with his wife, and we get on well.

So, lots going on, but not much either.

I just want B...