Still sad.

It's been almost 6 weeks since I ended it.

I'm still sad. I still cry from time to time, whether it's by myself, or I'm talking with one of my close girlfriends and they touch on the subject, albeit briefly. I shake my head, because I'm unable to understand or comprehend the effect this has had on me, why it hurts so much, and why I feel so strongly about him.

:'(