Reality

Yeh of course we all knew I would feel like I do now at some point...  Have had no contact from B.  Briefly sent him a link to a show I was going to Friday night.  He briefly replied.  His wife went out that night too, to one of my regular places I go to; luckily not that night though. I found that out of course, thanks to Facebook.

And also thanks to Facebook, shes posted a lovely picture of the two of them, taken at lunch today, while out shopping for renovation stuff.  Fab. Just fab.

I wish I could understand his reasons for doing this (with me), and my gravitation toward him.

Sad.